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Name: Amy
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Birthday: 7/22/1986
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

it's a soft, soft longing
and a staircase of angels
a red door with a white floor
and canvas all around
blank canvas all around
and You
painting creation with a word
it's not unheard
and breath echos full...

of life

it's a soft, soft drawing
and saints awakened still fight sleep
a navy river with waters deep
and gardens all around
dark gardens all around
and You
sowing redemption with a tear
there's nothing more to fear
and last breaths echo full

of life...


Thursday, November 06, 2008

...

can a girl not just come to God, soul naked as He birthed her, and breathe?

the mind is tired where the heart is starved. and my spirit needs so much more than this. is there a place of belonging? of release? and... I don't think it's a physical place, or a separate group of people... I mean, a room within my being. a place within my being where all is shut out save Christ and I? I want to live from there. and there find the freedom to be me, in all the marvel and wonder, without being intimidated by the fact that I am strikingly beautiful.  to sink into the depths of my soul and find the savage beauty of Christ within. and allow that knowledge to so steep itself into my every thought, motive, word and deed. to not let the judgement and criticism of this world strip me of the humility He is preciously cocooning my heart within. and confess that the Word that was with God in the beginning spoke me into being. and in that creative, redemptive Word - I am found good. I am found very good. thrust forth from the hand of God - reflecting all glory and captivating, stunning and mysterious miracle that I am. because He creates nothing less than such.

soft as the moon.

we find it so easy to declare beauty outside ourselves... oh, what beautiful scenery, or isn't she pretty? but, what if we could take a long look into the eyes of the child within and embrace her with tears of awe declaring she is beautiful.

what if we finally saw creation for what it is? and come to God, in humble awe and gratitude, naked as He birthed us, and breathe, in full confidence, the fragrance of grace that sits at the righthand of the throne...

tell Your sons they are more than strong enough
Your daughters they are beautiful as doves
Your children they are loved.


Saturday, June 28, 2008



and maybe in my odd little heart, "I don't mind" translates to "I trust You."













I think I'm ready to see You as my Father.



Saturday, June 21, 2008

like a champagne bubble shooting through a glass half full -
will Your lips meet me at the rim?
I know You didn't trick me into this,
but I can't say it never feels like You did...

and I smile, because I know You.
and I smile,

because we are truth.



drink me down
I'll be the one who's tipsy
spin me round
yes, they might just miss me

but you don't see me minding...
no I don't seem to mind...


Thursday, April 10, 2008

toss a sixpence to the seamstress
I've left her with no string
to sew hearts to cages
binding to pages
wisdom to sages

pity a petty thing
to catch a clever thief
no one ever has
for no one's quite as fast
(even with her eager fingers)

pity my seamstressed hours
between practicing all these vain patterns
and stripping hemlines from certain ribbing

and loving you has taken all this time and cost
and to make certain all isn't lost
I've danced dry every dimlit corner
turned all the catwalkers to mourners
but I must confess

I'm the one tripping naked when it comes to this

such a sad face
surrounded by such splendid hues
and to task her with sewing reds to blues
it's a sad shrug of the shoulders
but no worries now, I tossed her our sixpence
on my way home to you...



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